Taio cruz!! let's be a heart breaker~

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

Woah woah

Theres not point trying to hide it
No point trying to erase me
I know i got a problem
By doing this behavour

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart. (x4)

HELLO 20092010!

Monday, 20th september 2010. what happened?

finally, I'm....

in relationship with

Luthfan Auzan Siswoko

20092010 as our date. I'm yours and you're mine. not easily angered, always protect and trust.

♥bighugkissandpoke! :*

just so you know that

I think...... every girl is like being to pampered (dimanja). Bener gak sih? Hayoooo ngaku yg merasa cewek :p

Actually, gak semua cewe juga sih. Ada yg mau nyantai aja, ada yg manja minta ampun. Itu tergantung merekanya sendiri :>

so fyi boys, the more you spoil her, the more you get her hearts. BUT! spoil her isn't mean you can "umbar-umbar janji" if you do like this, you doesn't get her heart but her.....smash. poor you :p

And girls, if you can't move on (or something like that) it means he has spoil you well when you're were together, say thanks.

HONESTLY. I'm spoiled girl and like to pampered too. manja bgt gak, tp dibilang gak manja? gak juga. But, I know which one is "really spoil" and which one is just "umbar-umbar janji" so don't play with me dude, I know who's the "real" player :p

Holiday here I come!

hello everyone haaaaa it's long time I'm not posting about my life,activities and all around me. ya first, di bulan ramadhan ini gue sakit! T_T sakit gejala tipes atau db sama inveksi paru-paru. ya sempet masuk rumah sakit jg sih, and I told you I'm different from others, yg lainnya gak suka makanan rumah sakit gue malah sukanya minta ampun. Di siloam hospital karawaci ada menu asia, eropa, menu sehat dll. Can you imagine how beautifull my stomach there? ya tp gak seindah apa yg dirasain perut gue, tangan diinfus huhu T_T sakit sih sakit bgt tp mau gimana lg ya that is the way. And guess what? gara-gara gue sakit ini 2 hari gak masuk dirumah, 3 hari di rumah sakit, sisanya nanggung gara-gara udh mau libur + libur lebaran. SO? its been a 3 weeks and a month I'm not going to school..... huhu miss ya my friend, not my task! Lol.

waaaaaaaaaa org sakit gatau diri? that's me! I just got out from hospital but 1 hari setelah itu gue langsung malakin bapake ke Grand Indonesia, it's long time for me to stay sleep in hospital so that's the price my father should pay for all those disease (?) anak bego.

udah lama gak ketemu temen-temen akhirnya kita ketemuan gt deh, I have so many plans to meet my friends and I think it's absolutely excited weeks! SERU parah ketemu temen-temen lagi.

and the last is....... I have a big good news, I've found my life back :) from this long time for broken heart than I realized it's just wasted my time. I don't even fuckin' care for all the bad news I heard, its just a trash thing I should forget. Lol.

ssssssssssst! I've found the new one exactly :p but it is.... so many. HEHE.

but actually, I'm not a player as you think. I will choose the right one & I deserves too. I got big doubt for this, I won't gettin' hurt for a third time in my life. so if it's wrong, please god let me know. Am I deserve or just dreaming? We'll see :p

ya it's 23:19 pm and I shud go back to my bed friends, tomorrow will be a great day for all of moslem--Lebaran! well, my family and I decided to has trip to bandung as usual,"take care baby" I hope you enjoy and wait my others story ~.~ goodnight dude, seeyaa xoxo! :*

thought that love is.....

Love is patient, kind, not self seeking, doesn't envy, doesn't boast, doesn't proud or search for something good, doesn't rude, don't record or follow for wrong thing, always protect, hopes, and absolutely never fails.

Love is god, ya emang dia (god) udh syg ama kita, kita musti ikutin dia.

Cinta hanya bisa dirasakan bukan dibuktikan, kalo dibuktikan itu just a "gombalers" bisa, tapi bukti bukan segalanya.

Gak ada istilah marah-marah, cemburu, itu yg bener, kalo kaya gt, masih cinta menurut "dunia" namanya.

tapi yg tadi (love is when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not a part of their happiness) tuh baik kok, cintanya berarti ikhlas. Liat yg lain bahagia, lebih mementingkan org lain daripada diri sendiri. soalnya kan sayang juga dimana kita merasa ada sosok yg lebih penting daripada kita

- Joshua putra irawan (@yosaputra)

Is that right, guys? I don't know about yours, everyone has their own way ;)

but believe this is right:

Love is blind. My mom loves me before seeing my face :p

OMFG THIS WAY TOO SAD! via tumblr arincsr - nivniv

• Boy:

  Baby, we need to talk.

• Girl:

  Ricardo, what do you mean?

• Boy:

  Something has come up...

• Girl:

  What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

• Boy:

  I don't want to hurt you, baby.

• Girl:

  *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.

• Boy:

  Baby, are you there?

• Girl:

  Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?

• Boy:

  I'm not sure if I should say it..

• Girl:

  Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

• Boy:

  I'm leaving..

• Girl:

  Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

• Boy:

  Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

• Girl:

  Why? All of your family lives over here.

• Boy:

  Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

• Girl:

  I can't believe this.

• Father:

  (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)

• Boy:

  Wow, your father sounds really mad.

• Girl:

  You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.

• Boy:

  Would you run away with me?

• Girl:

  Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

• Boy:

  *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

• Girl:

  *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.

• Boy:

  I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

• Girl:

  Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

• Boy:

  Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

• (They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)

• Boy:

  Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

• Girl:

  *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

• Boy:

  Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

• Girl:

  Okay (Begins to walk away.)

• (They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)

• It says...

• "Erica,

• You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.

• - Ricardo"

• ( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )

• ... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

• Friend:

  How are you feeling?

• Girl:

  I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

• Friend:

  Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

• Girl:

  Umm.. okay.

• (She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)

• It says:

• "Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

• Hate = Love

• Never = Always

• Bitch = Baby

• Will not = will

• .... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"

• Girl:

  Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!

• ( Erica turns the TV on. )

• [Breaking news]

• "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

• ( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )

• ... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

firdha is feeling......

quotes #ForUs

Love is like when a kid 'Mom, I want that candy!' 'No! that's too sweet, your throat can hurt"

how sweet!

On the book "Bellamore"

They said that is love when all you want is that person to be happy.

So I guess it is truly love that I've been feeling for you.

All I want is to see you happy.

I can't give the kind of love that you've been searching all these times.

You deserve someone who could be there for you in those coming years,

and make every little details of your dreams come true.

Someone who could grow old together with you, laugh with you

and wipe your tears away through good and bad times.

And for some reason I knew I could never be that person for you.

Your happiness is my only consideration.

and that's the "real" reason why I have to let you "go"

please try to understand that.

Just remember, I will always love you and please promise me one thing.

Promise me you'll find your own true love no matter what happen.

Be happy with him(her), be happy for me.

Goodbye my love, Im always yours.

- Fabian's letter