Jumat, 23 Juli 2010

just so you know that

yeah we have to say goodbye so........
GOODBYE 191109!
we were broke up!

haha so this is time for me to say loudly "hello world, I'm single!" heeeem so hurt yes, but I realized that it is just the way to be strong! Youre happily life has just begin :)
this is our decision but It's hurting me so much, for what you've done I just can't erase from my mind. You're sucks.
do not lost contact it feels so good. So I can called that " Oh, he's here " even though maybe just being my brother. Swear it can treat my heart so well. But, it will bring more hurts for tomorrow. See? when he's find the new one, he can't waste his time just for retext my text or anything, and I have no rules to set him. what a stupid idea, he's lying to me but I keep wanting him.


- Amalia's

"And then a hero comes along. With the strength to carry on, And you cast your fears aside. And you know you can survive! So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you"

- Mariah carey

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh boy, you make me such a lush

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
- Boys like girl



Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

- Neyo

I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

- Edwin McCain


Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...

- Emilia

Jumat, 02 Juli 2010

quotes #ForUs

"Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada disana menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain"

Catatan Dyah Ayu Saraswati

family time~ DUFAAAAN!

HELLO BABY!
it's family time, yeah thursday I went to dufan to spend our holiday, yayaya sama dilla, dwi, thaya, arin, dan anaknya temen bokap gue, ka angel, lin, lekong :p
disana kita seneng abis! pokoknya seru bgt deh, mainan pertama yg gue mainin itu ombang-ombang. you know what? gue udah belaga aja gitu naikin kaki ke atas, gue kira itu mainan kita cuma di geser-geser doang hm taunya....... NAIK KE ATAS! god, alhasil karna belaga gue itu pas di terbang2in badan gue miring dan gue gatau apa jadinya muka gue pas itu. setelah itu kita masuk ke dalem dan gue sama ka angel, and lin nekat naik halilintar. ini mainan gue penasaran bgt dari kemaren, akhirnya gue naik.pas naik?gue diem aja kok let's enjoy it tapi gatau kenapa gue diemnya berlanjut sampe gue udah jalan jalan kemana2. guess what? jantung gue ketinggalan di halilintar.
setelah itu gue istirahat bentar, selesai itu gue lanjutin nemenin ade2 gue naik halilintar yang kecil itu, hmm 4x muter. yay pas giliran gue kira ngga bakal kenapa2 toh kecil ini, taunyaaaa..... jalannya lebih cepet dari pada halilintar yang gede dan rasanya gue tuh kayak kelempar2! yang tadinya gue seneng muternya 4x malah mikir, god it's enough! i want to vomit! HAH! dasar kecil kecil cabe rawit (?) oke? jayus asli
dari situ gue jalan ke kora-kora, karena ngga ada yg mau naik akhirnya gue sama lin doang yg ngantri. WOHOOOOOOOO! seru abis tau ngga gue teriak lepas abis di kora-kora HAHAHAHA
oke it's time for lunch, akhirnya gue makan kfc dan kenyang banget alhasil gue lanjutin main-main lagi, kali ini kita ngga misah misah, kita bareng2 semua hehe. kita main pesawat2an okeee I feel like 5 tahun lebih muda wakakaka. dari situ main perang bintang dll, NAH THIS IS THE LAST! wooooooooooh ngga puas T.T the last game is, NIA GARA-GARA . ya karna itu bikin baju basah jadinya kita milih itu terakhir, beh ngantri panjang boooooooo! ngga tau kenapa ya pas naik halilintar mah gue enjoy be berasa baik2 aja, tapi pas naik nia gara2 belum apa apa aja gue udah kebelet kencing -_- yay akhirnya ini giliran gue untuk naik ke atas dan BYUUUUUUUUUUUR! basah semua! ganti baju lah dan it's time to go home T_T
sebelum pulang kita ke restoran nyokap gue dulu *promosi^^ dan disitu ka angel, lin, lekong pada ngelawak, ANJIR NGAKAK ABISSSSSS! HAHAHAHA! bener bener otw pulang akhirnya dan yay lets say goodbye to ka angel, lin, lekong hem see you saturday :p
it's enough for my story, do you have story too? :p

quotes for my mom, happy birthday :)


You’re the one who tell me what can I do in my life

you are the one that supports so I can become a good kid

all your fretful solely to tell which one is correct

you are someone to lean on when I shed tears

you are the only one who I call "mom"

you are the most beautiful places to share laughter

I always troubling you until you cry, but you're stil smiling. as if nothing happened

mom, your special grace beautifully painted in heaven

you are someone who has never left me

you led me to the right path

waiting for me growing up would not make you tired, but waiting for you even though only five minutes can make me angry. I'm sorry mom

mother, you may cry loudly. but you still pretend as if "yes, I'm fine"

Thanks for everything, I love you mom