Jumat, 17 September 2010

just so you know that

I think...... every girl is like being to pampered (dimanja). Bener gak sih? Hayoooo ngaku yg merasa cewek :p
Actually, gak semua cewe juga sih. Ada yg mau nyantai aja, ada yg manja minta ampun. Itu tergantung merekanya sendiri :>
so fyi boys, the more you spoil her, the more you get her hearts. BUT! spoil her isn't mean you can "umbar-umbar janji" if you do like this, you doesn't get her heart but her.....smash. poor you :p
And girls, if you can't move on (or something like that) it means he has spoil you well when you're were together, say thanks.
HONESTLY. I'm spoiled girl and like to pampered too. manja bgt gak, tp dibilang gak manja? gak juga. But, I know which one is "really spoil" and which one is just "umbar-umbar janji" so don't play with me dude, I know who's the "real" player :p

Kamis, 09 September 2010

Holiday here I come!

hello everyone haaaaa it's long time I'm not posting about my life,activities and all around me. ya first, di bulan ramadhan ini gue sakit! T_T sakit gejala tipes atau db sama inveksi paru-paru. ya sempet masuk rumah sakit jg sih, and I told you I'm different from others, yg lainnya gak suka makanan rumah sakit gue malah sukanya minta ampun. Di siloam hospital karawaci ada menu asia, eropa, menu sehat dll. Can you imagine how beautifull my stomach there? ya tp gak seindah apa yg dirasain perut gue, tangan diinfus huhu T_T sakit sih sakit bgt tp mau gimana lg ya that is the way. And guess what? gara-gara gue sakit ini 2 hari gak masuk dirumah, 3 hari di rumah sakit, sisanya nanggung gara-gara udh mau libur + libur lebaran. SO? its been a 3 weeks and a month I'm not going to school..... huhu miss ya my friend, not my task! Lol.
waaaaaaaaaa org sakit gatau diri? that's me! I just got out from hospital but 1 hari setelah itu gue langsung malakin bapake ke Grand Indonesia, it's long time for me to stay sleep in hospital so that's the price my father should pay for all those disease (?) anak bego.
udah lama gak ketemu temen-temen akhirnya kita ketemuan gt deh, I have so many plans to meet my friends and I think it's absolutely excited weeks! SERU parah ketemu temen-temen lagi.
and the last is....... I have a big good news, I've found my life back :) from this long time for broken heart than I realized it's just wasted my time. I don't even fuckin' care for all the bad news I heard, its just a trash thing I should forget. Lol.
ssssssssssst! I've found the new one exactly :p but it is.... so many. HEHE.
but actually, I'm not a player as you think. I will choose the right one & I deserves too. I got big doubt for this, I won't gettin' hurt for a third time in my life. so if it's wrong, please god let me know. Am I deserve or just dreaming? We'll see :p
ya it's 23:19 pm and I shud go back to my bed friends, tomorrow will be a great day for all of moslem--Lebaran! well, my family and I decided to has trip to bandung as usual,"take care baby" I hope you enjoy and wait my others story ~.~ goodnight dude, seeyaa xoxo! :*

thought that love is.....


Love is patient, kind, not self seeking, doesn't envy, doesn't boast, doesn't proud or search for something good, doesn't rude, don't record or follow for wrong thing, always protect, hopes, and absolutely never fails.
Love is god, ya emang dia (god) udh syg ama kita, kita musti ikutin dia.
Cinta hanya bisa dirasakan bukan dibuktikan, kalo dibuktikan itu just a "gombalers" bisa, tapi bukti bukan segalanya.
Gak ada istilah marah-marah, cemburu, itu yg bener, kalo kaya gt, masih cinta menurut "dunia" namanya.
tapi yg tadi (love is when all you want is that person to be happy, even if you're not a part of their happiness) tuh baik kok, cintanya berarti ikhlas. Liat yg lain bahagia, lebih mementingkan org lain daripada diri sendiri. soalnya kan sayang juga dimana kita merasa ada sosok yg lebih penting daripada kita

- Joshua putra irawan (@yosaputra)

Is that right, guys? I don't know about yours, everyone has their own way ;)
but believe this is right:

Love is blind. My mom loves me before seeing my face :p

OMFG THIS WAY TOO SAD! via tumblr arincsr - nivniv

  • Boy:

    Baby, we need to talk.

  • Girl:

    Ricardo, what do you mean?

  • Boy:

    Something has come up...

  • Girl:

    What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

  • Boy:

    I don't want to hurt you, baby.

  • Girl:

    *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.

  • Boy:

    Baby, are you there?

  • Girl:

    Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?

  • Boy:

    I'm not sure if I should say it..

  • Girl:

    Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

  • Boy:

    I'm leaving..

  • Girl:

    Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

  • Boy:

    Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

  • Girl:

    Why? All of your family lives over here.

  • Boy:

    Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

  • Girl:

    I can't believe this.

  • Father:

    (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)

  • Boy:

    Wow, your father sounds really mad.

  • Girl:

    You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.

  • Boy:

    Would you run away with me?

  • Girl:

    Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

  • Boy:

    *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

  • Girl:

    *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.

  • Boy:

    I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

  • Girl:

    Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

  • Boy:

    Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

  • (They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)

  • Boy:

    Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

  • Girl:

    *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

  • Boy:

    Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

  • Girl:

    Okay (Begins to walk away.)

  • (They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)

  • It says...

  • "Erica,

  • You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.

  • - Ricardo"

  • ( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )

  • ... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

  • Friend:

    How are you feeling?

  • Girl:

    I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

  • Friend:

    Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

  • Girl:

    Umm.. okay.

  • (She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)

  • It says:

  • "Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

  • Hate = Love

  • Never = Always

  • Bitch = Baby

  • Will not = will

  • .... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"

  • Girl:

    Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!

  • ( Erica turns the TV on. )

  • [Breaking news]

  • "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

  • ( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )

  • ... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

firdha is feeling......

quotes #ForUs

Love is like when a kid 'Mom, I want that candy!' 'No! that's too sweet, your throat can hurt"

how sweet!

On the book "Bellamore"

They said that is love when all you want is that person to be happy.
So I guess it is truly love that I've been feeling for you.
All I want is to see you happy.
I can't give the kind of love that you've been searching all these times.
You deserve someone who could be there for you in those coming years,
and make every little details of your dreams come true.
Someone who could grow old together with you, laugh with you
and wipe your tears away through good and bad times.
And for some reason I knew I could never be that person for you.
Your happiness is my only consideration.
and that's the "real" reason why I have to let you "go"
please try to understand that.
Just remember, I will always love you and please promise me one thing.
Promise me you'll find your own true love no matter what happen.
Be happy with him(her), be happy for me.

Goodbye my love, Im always yours.

- Fabian's letter



Kamis, 12 Agustus 2010

Marhaban ya Ramadhan (:


sorry if there is a word, deed, who both who intentionally or unintentionally. everyone has faults. Sorry for all the mistakes I've done to you in this year.
Marhaban ya Ramadhan, Everyone (:

Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010

about insighted

Kita adalah gabungan siswa dari kelas 7h-7i................ digabung jadi satu di 8D/4.
we are so different in everyway because on the 7th grade we have a different class. so the rules, friend, and crowd seems so so so so different here! Ya I know this is adaption time on 8th grade, but I wish we can make a good class, a great friendship and be good student with a many knowledges!
Honestly, Im a little bit angry with you, classmate. But I realized, we can find a great way to make it better. maybe, it just for a while but I wish we can replace it with something better and best!
I think our class is not bad, we GOT BIG SIZE STUDENT! :P we have the tallest, smallest, shortest and many moreeeeeee and we have a great teacher class ----> "Pak Oom" and we have 2 guitarist, 1 drummer, 1 pianist and anything else. So damn cool right?
SAY WE ARE INSIGHTED!
international student of eight D.
Ya, skrg kita udah jadi "insighted" bukan 7h atau 7i atau 7 apalah. kita udah satu sekarang di 8D. jadi gue mohon kita bisa bikin kelas ini nyaman ya, kekeluargaan, kompak, and dll. Jangan masih gabung sama temen-temen yg dulu di kelas 7 ya. bikin kelas kita jadi senyaman-nyaman mungkin, we make it we enjoy it! ;)
so please dont say "I miss my 7th grade" or anything that prove you're not accept this class. just say "WE ARE INSIGHTED" ITS ENOUGH FOR OUR CLASS. ITS ENOUGH FOR OUR FRIENDSHIP!

Jumat, 23 Juli 2010

just so you know that

yeah we have to say goodbye so........
GOODBYE 191109!
we were broke up!

haha so this is time for me to say loudly "hello world, I'm single!" heeeem so hurt yes, but I realized that it is just the way to be strong! Youre happily life has just begin :)
this is our decision but It's hurting me so much, for what you've done I just can't erase from my mind. You're sucks.
do not lost contact it feels so good. So I can called that " Oh, he's here " even though maybe just being my brother. Swear it can treat my heart so well. But, it will bring more hurts for tomorrow. See? when he's find the new one, he can't waste his time just for retext my text or anything, and I have no rules to set him. what a stupid idea, he's lying to me but I keep wanting him.


- Amalia's

"And then a hero comes along. With the strength to carry on, And you cast your fears aside. And you know you can survive! So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you"

- Mariah carey

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye
(Oh yeah!)
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now I'm so broken that I can't get up
Oh boy, you make me such a lush

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you
- Boys like girl



Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

- Neyo

I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

- Edwin McCain


Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much...

I have your arms around me ooooh like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone...

- Emilia

Jumat, 02 Juli 2010

quotes #ForUs

"Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada disana menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain"

Catatan Dyah Ayu Saraswati

family time~ DUFAAAAN!

HELLO BABY!
it's family time, yeah thursday I went to dufan to spend our holiday, yayaya sama dilla, dwi, thaya, arin, dan anaknya temen bokap gue, ka angel, lin, lekong :p
disana kita seneng abis! pokoknya seru bgt deh, mainan pertama yg gue mainin itu ombang-ombang. you know what? gue udah belaga aja gitu naikin kaki ke atas, gue kira itu mainan kita cuma di geser-geser doang hm taunya....... NAIK KE ATAS! god, alhasil karna belaga gue itu pas di terbang2in badan gue miring dan gue gatau apa jadinya muka gue pas itu. setelah itu kita masuk ke dalem dan gue sama ka angel, and lin nekat naik halilintar. ini mainan gue penasaran bgt dari kemaren, akhirnya gue naik.pas naik?gue diem aja kok let's enjoy it tapi gatau kenapa gue diemnya berlanjut sampe gue udah jalan jalan kemana2. guess what? jantung gue ketinggalan di halilintar.
setelah itu gue istirahat bentar, selesai itu gue lanjutin nemenin ade2 gue naik halilintar yang kecil itu, hmm 4x muter. yay pas giliran gue kira ngga bakal kenapa2 toh kecil ini, taunyaaaa..... jalannya lebih cepet dari pada halilintar yang gede dan rasanya gue tuh kayak kelempar2! yang tadinya gue seneng muternya 4x malah mikir, god it's enough! i want to vomit! HAH! dasar kecil kecil cabe rawit (?) oke? jayus asli
dari situ gue jalan ke kora-kora, karena ngga ada yg mau naik akhirnya gue sama lin doang yg ngantri. WOHOOOOOOOO! seru abis tau ngga gue teriak lepas abis di kora-kora HAHAHAHA
oke it's time for lunch, akhirnya gue makan kfc dan kenyang banget alhasil gue lanjutin main-main lagi, kali ini kita ngga misah misah, kita bareng2 semua hehe. kita main pesawat2an okeee I feel like 5 tahun lebih muda wakakaka. dari situ main perang bintang dll, NAH THIS IS THE LAST! wooooooooooh ngga puas T.T the last game is, NIA GARA-GARA . ya karna itu bikin baju basah jadinya kita milih itu terakhir, beh ngantri panjang boooooooo! ngga tau kenapa ya pas naik halilintar mah gue enjoy be berasa baik2 aja, tapi pas naik nia gara2 belum apa apa aja gue udah kebelet kencing -_- yay akhirnya ini giliran gue untuk naik ke atas dan BYUUUUUUUUUUUR! basah semua! ganti baju lah dan it's time to go home T_T
sebelum pulang kita ke restoran nyokap gue dulu *promosi^^ dan disitu ka angel, lin, lekong pada ngelawak, ANJIR NGAKAK ABISSSSSS! HAHAHAHA! bener bener otw pulang akhirnya dan yay lets say goodbye to ka angel, lin, lekong hem see you saturday :p
it's enough for my story, do you have story too? :p

quotes for my mom, happy birthday :)


You’re the one who tell me what can I do in my life

you are the one that supports so I can become a good kid

all your fretful solely to tell which one is correct

you are someone to lean on when I shed tears

you are the only one who I call "mom"

you are the most beautiful places to share laughter

I always troubling you until you cry, but you're stil smiling. as if nothing happened

mom, your special grace beautifully painted in heaven

you are someone who has never left me

you led me to the right path

waiting for me growing up would not make you tired, but waiting for you even though only five minutes can make me angry. I'm sorry mom

mother, you may cry loudly. but you still pretend as if "yes, I'm fine"

Thanks for everything, I love you mom