Jumat, 17 September 2010
just so you know that
Kamis, 09 September 2010
Holiday here I come!
thought that love is.....
Love is patient, kind, not self seeking, doesn't envy, doesn't boast, doesn't proud or search for something good, doesn't rude, don't record or follow for wrong thing, always protect, hopes, and absolutely never fails.
- Joshua putra irawan (@yosaputra)
Is that right, guys? I don't know about yours, everyone has their own way ;)
OMFG THIS WAY TOO SAD! via tumblr arincsr - nivniv
- Boy:
Baby, we need to talk.
- Girl:
Ricardo, what do you mean?
- Boy:
Something has come up...
- Girl:
What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
- Boy:
I don't want to hurt you, baby.
- Girl:
*Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
- Boy:
Baby, are you there?
- Girl:
Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
- Boy:
I'm not sure if I should say it..
- Girl:
Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
- Boy:
I'm leaving..
- Girl:
Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
- Boy:
Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
- Girl:
Why? All of your family lives over here.
- Boy:
Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
- Girl:
I can't believe this.
- Father:
(Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
- Boy:
Wow, your father sounds really mad.
- Girl:
You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
- Boy:
Would you run away with me?
- Girl:
Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
- Boy:
*Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
- Girl:
*Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
- Boy:
I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
- Girl:
Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
- Boy:
Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
- Boy:
Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
- Girl:
*Tear* (Begins to cry.)
- Boy:
Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
- Girl:
Okay (Begins to walk away.)
(They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)
It says...
"Erica,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"
( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
- Friend:
How are you feeling?
- Girl:
I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
- Friend:
Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
- Girl:
Umm.. okay.
(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
- It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not = will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"
- Girl:
Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
( Erica turns the TV on. )
[Breaking news]
"An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.
quotes #ForUs
Love is like when a kid 'Mom, I want that candy!' 'No! that's too sweet, your throat can hurt"
On the book "Bellamore"
They said that is love when all you want is that person to be happy.So I guess it is truly love that I've been feeling for you.All I want is to see you happy.I can't give the kind of love that you've been searching all these times.You deserve someone who could be there for you in those coming years,and make every little details of your dreams come true.Someone who could grow old together with you, laugh with youand wipe your tears away through good and bad times.And for some reason I knew I could never be that person for you.Your happiness is my only consideration.and that's the "real" reason why I have to let you "go"please try to understand that.Just remember, I will always love you and please promise me one thing.Promise me you'll find your own true love no matter what happen.Be happy with him(her), be happy for me.Goodbye my love, Im always yours.
Kamis, 12 Agustus 2010
Marhaban ya Ramadhan (:
Kamis, 05 Agustus 2010
about insighted
Rabu, 28 Juli 2010
quotes #ForUs
" Edward. If I can't be your Isabella swan, let me be your great alice cullen"
- Amalia,Firdha
Jumat, 23 Juli 2010
just so you know that
- Amalia's
"And then a hero comes along. With the strength to carry on, And you cast your fears aside. And you know you can survive! So when you feel like hope is gone, Look inside you and be strong. And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you"
- Mariah carey
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungoverI love you forever, forever is overWe used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fightSo don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye(Oh yeah!)
You drove me crazy every time we touchedNow I'm so broken that I can't get upOh boy, you make me such a lushAll the time I wasted on youAll the bullshit you put me throughI'm checking into rehab 'cause everything that we hadDidn't mean a thing to you
- Boys like girl
Said I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishing she was still hereSaid I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slowSo why can't I turn off the radio?(Leave me alone)Leave me alone(Stupid love songs)Don't make me think about her smileOr having my first childI'm letting goTurning off the radio
- Neyo
I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. I'll be better when I'm older,I'll be the greatest fan of your life.
- Edwin McCain
Why did it have to happenWhy did it all have to endI'm a big big girlIn a big big worldIt's not a big big thing if you leave meBut I do do feel thatI do do will miss you muchMiss you much...I have your arms around me ooooh like fireBut when I open my eyesYou're gone...- Emilia
Jumat, 02 Juli 2010
quotes #ForUs
"Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada disana menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain"
Catatan Dyah Ayu Saraswati
family time~ DUFAAAAN!
quotes for my mom, happy birthday :)
You’re the one who tell me what can I do in my life
you are the one that supports so I can become a good kid
all your fretful solely to tell which one is correct
you are someone to lean on when I shed tears
you are the only one who I call "mom"
you are the most beautiful places to share laughter
I always troubling you until you cry, but you're stil smiling. as if nothing happened
mom, your special grace beautifully painted in heaven
you are someone who has never left me
you led me to the right path
waiting for me growing up would not make you tired, but waiting for you even though only five minutes can make me angry. I'm sorry mom
mother, you may cry loudly. but you still pretend as if "yes, I'm fine"
Thanks for everything, I love you mom

